“I am Parvati!”
She ambushes me, taking my face in her hands, her head jiggling from side to side in a way I’ve heard about but never actually seen until now.
“Are you okay? You are sick?”
The timing could not be worse, and what’s more – I can’t. Stop. Puking.
Parvarti is the neighbor girl who lives next door to Deepak’s family, and her beauty trumps any that has yet to appear in these posts.
Her dark hair hangs loose around her shoulders, free and wild where the other women’s hair is tightly bound and wrapped.
Her skin is pale, a stark palette that highlights the richness of her eyebrows, dark half moons sketched with God’s paintbrush.
Her nose is slightly upturned, which makes her look impish, like she’s planning a practical joke that you’re going to just love.
She takes my hand, touches my hair, inspects me all over with wonder and excitement.
I let her give me the once over as everyone else in the village stares, which is far more comfortable than the way my stomach feels after the putrid, stagnant water I just drank.
“Would you like to see my river?!” yells Parvarti, absolutely bubbling over.
How could I say no? I’ve never heard anyone refer to a river as their river, and for all I know she might mean that literally.
Besides, even if I had a knife sticking out of my stomach and had to choose between going to the ER and going to see Parvarti’s river, I’d pick the river. She’s that charming.
The others make way for us, as enamored with her beauty as they are with my strangeness.
She is the darling of the farm, and I imagine suitors from the surrounding provinces descending in droves to beg her grandmother for her hand.
Parvarti takes my hand in hers, and for a moment I imagine myself her chosen suitor as we walk together across the dirt road towards the surrounding fields.
She leads me along a network of dirt pathways, helping me keep my balance without toppling onto the budding crops.
Each pathway is about two feet wide and a foot high, and runs the length of the land so that farmers can walk between crops without stepping on them.
“This my garden” says Parvarti, gesturing to the plot of land to our right. “I grow onion, tomato, cauli-flowers.”
“And this garden?” I ask, gesturing to the empty, overgrown, weed-infested plot to the left. “Is this yours too?”
“That Deepak garden” laughs Parvarti. “Is not very good.”
If I wasn’t so distracted by my nausea, I might be more inclined to investigate the obvious metaphor I’m now looking at – the lush, abundant field tended by Parvarti’s hand, and the hot, unattended mess that has been borne of Deepak’s neglect.
We make our way through the fields to a cluster of trees that lie along the banks of a bubbling brook.
“My river!” exclaims Parvarti proudly, looking at me to see if I’m impressed.
I withdraw my hand from hers, look wildly around for the best place to go, see nowhere, walk a few feet towards the water, and vomit right into Parvarti’s precious river.
“I’m sorry!” I gasp between wretches. She says nothing but waits, watches me, stands patiently by a tree.
Again. And again. Into the tall grass. Into her river. There is nothing to clean myself with, I am filth incarnate, I have never been so ashamed.
I dare to look at Parvati, who is doing the head bob at me, looking mildly concerned.
“I’m so sorry” I say again, not knowing what else to say. What are you supposed to say when you puke in someone’s river?
As we walk back to the house, me having completely defiled the most precious thing in her life, Parvarti takes my hand again and begins humming a soft little Hindi song.
She doesn’t care that I’m filthy. She doesn’t care that I’ve just vommed in her river, the only possession she has, the thing that is most precious to her in the entire world.
In fact, the entire episode, which seems incredibly dramatic and awful and unsettling to me, doesn’t seem to have ruffled her feathers at all.
She passes me off to the other women with an easy smile, certain that I’m going to feel better soon.
She leaves just as easily as she arrived, not knowing that she has dwarfed my childish, petulant ego with the might of her magnificent heart.
To be like Parvarti – filled with joy in the face of the everyday, unconcerned in the face of disaster – has become my only goal in life.
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